Sad

Just now saw someone blog

just saw something

then I started feel want cry

so sad

I no choice know someone already

I just hope can not alone

='(

算吧

一切已成定局

time to do homework again =(

.

Finally I come write blog

I know got some people waiting come see my blog xD

Monday

1st time go college study

scare like hell

don't know who say need early 2 hour go out

if not will late

shit you =.=

me 8am go out

9am reach college

1 ppl walk here walk there find the classroom

no ppl want talk with me

maybe I too ugly already

scared ppl >_<

homework : grammar

don't know do at all ='(

Tuesday

my parents fetch me go college

finally I know a new friend

A pretty girl from Muar =)

change classroom

go hall

started feel so happy because got air-cond

after 1 hour feel too cold

beh tahan

teacher told us : tomorrow remember bring jacket come

haha ~

after school back home change clothes

then hang out with my dearest ♥

Look at this pic

then look at that pic on right hand side

two different people xD

Lunch : Le Classic

Dinner : Steamboat

1st time steamboat with he =)

Finish dinner back home

do homework

essay

1 and half year no write already

simply write >_<

write until 2am only go sleep ='(

Wednesday

rainy day

I thought will traffic jam

but I also 8.30am only go wait bus

let you guess what time I reach college ?

9.10am =.=

alone stay outside hall wait until 9.45am only go in ='(

after school back home

prepare go learn drive again

this time I do it well xD

din get scold

but a few times those car want come bang me I don't know at all

lucky the uncle break

>_<

that time I keep think

next time when I get licence sure keep give ppl bang =.=

choi ~~~~

hahaha ~

time to sleep already

tomorrow don't know want what time go wait bus already

=_=

Next monday

I will start my study life again =)

english course

who call my spm result got 5 credit

but english cant get credit

need to study english course at there

and get gred B only can continue study

=(

so scare I cant did it

I already choose my course

Business Economics =]

feel like so hard =x

actually I want choose

Banking & Finance

but my brother say study that just can work at bank only

salary not so high also

and need do many thing =_=

so call me choose Business Economics

Today Miss Eng accompany me go try sit bus go college

feel so touch

because she would accompany me do this stupid thing =')

finally I know how already

but feel so hard because when back need walk so far only can take my bus =(

no choice

who call me not yet know drive and no car also

when thursday

I 1st time go learn car

I really hate that uncle so much

just keep scold me only o0o

not my false also just keep scold

F**K YOU !!!

but I no dare scold back he

and no dare change uncle T^T

Now just can wish me

GOOD LUCK

=D

T^T

GOD !!!

tell me why ?

why my phone wan keep drop into toilet ????

ahhhhhhhhhhhhh ~

and my phone ahh

why you love toilet so much ??

so sad =(

because I keep get scold

wuwuwuwu

after that my mother keep say buy a cheap cheap phone to me

but I don't want =_=

my dearest say want buy phone to me

but I scare waste his money >_<

because he still need buy macbook

hmmmm ~

really hate

haizzz

my phone and toilet got shao =_=

=)

Change my blogskin

I love it so much =)

Finally I decide go get driving licence

last saturday I go take undang exam

feel so happy

because I just wrong 2 question only

^~^V

I really hope can at May go study

because May go study

maybe can meet back those old skul ppl

then like that I can not need 1 ppl only >_<

hmmmm

Albin Yap ~

I Miss You So Much !!

when only can meet again ?

I must want watch movie !!!

NO MORE PPS !!!!

ok ?

Complicated.

突然感到心很痛

发生什么事了呢 ?

我自己也不知道

某人，

你答应帮人做的事

到最后

你有做到吗 ?

我对你很失望

原本我希望我们能够像以前一样

但是

现在

是你自己放弃了这个机会

我不会再找你了 

我真的很失望

羡慕别人没有用

活在当下最重要

没有钱

需要一份工

但有人却很无聊

一时说先考完车

一时说去找工

一时说去读书

你究竟想怎样呢 ?

我不想去读书

就是因为怕你负担不起  

想去做工

是因为我不想花你的钱

你嫁错了老公

我何尝不替你伤心呢 ?

或许错的人是我

因为我爱羡慕人

人家有什么

我也想要有

但我始终都是得不到

别人想要什么就可以得到什么

我总是埋怨自己

为什么他们能我却不能呢 ?

我很希望自己能够不去care这些东西

但是我的脑海里就是不断的出现

有时候会觉得

像我这种整天怨天怨地

又整天在家游手好闲的人

死掉算了

心情一下子很复杂

很多想法在我脑海里

抱歉这篇部落格

非常的乱七八糟

Sick

I really hate sick

I sick already 2 weeks

what the hell ~!!

now still keep feel dizziness and feel want vomit

keep cough and cough and cough

haizzzz ~

tmr I will go TARC college

go choose what course that I want to take

haizz ~

need money so much now

oh no

stomach feel not well more

when only will getting well leh ???