..

i'm back =]

 when monday me and family back hometown

Kuala Kurau

nobody no this place 1 ~

around 9pm reach eat

12am sleep

tuesday 4.30am wake up

go dunno wat place ==

i just know sit jor 1 and half hour geh car only reach

go 拜 my 老公 lol

wat mean 老公 ?

not my husband la ~

is my grandfather geh father

1st time go there

风景 sibeh nice !!!!

finish tat go find eat

then use around 1 hour reach my father grandmother there

oh god

hot like hell

 finish

back home bath

go penang

go find my 大姨

they bring us go many place

take abit bit pic nia

then keeeep rain ==

night go back to my hometown

SLEEP !!

today 5am wake up

go 拜 my grandfather and grandmother

everytime i go

i sure will think back how my grandmother pass away

dunno why ~

around 10am back to 二叔 home

 then call my 二婶 help me rebonding

1st time rebonding

the taste BUSUK betul

lol ~

after 3 hour gao dim

mother and father come fetch me

then go find eat

then back kl

on the way back kl just keep sleep

4 hour leh ~

back kl go kepong find eat

back home

so tired now.

feel my hair got abit like dai b ==

MISS MY ALBIN YAP SO SO MUCH !!!

Academy Life.

other people is college life

but i'm different

i'm academy life

hoho ~

1 week so fast pass

i study at academy 3 weeks already

learn many thing ?

actually not so many

just abit only

in this 3 weeks keep learn same thing only

all thing i have already memories

but other new student not yet

so i just can wait them

actually i need busy for copy note do file

why need do file ?

need pass up when may for exam

don't think easy !!!

is so many thing need copy

and need to memories

but

nobody borrow me

so i need wait ~~

oh god !!!

need in 2 weeks copy finish it

@.@

yesterday saturday ~

early morning

go meet my ALBIN

we go eat MC

kekekekek ~~

so happy

1st time early morning meet

after finish eat

me go academy for study

my ALBIN go work

i feel my teacher eyes is >> $.$

Just want MONEY

yesterday she give me and other 2 new student product

all same with me just give RM5000

but but but !!!

they 2 all thing get it

just me just only me

what also hutang me

say next week only give me

wtf ~

i in academy 1st also cant get product 1st

just because of 1 of them is no borrow money

and

other 1 borrow money but everyday

what she say let people feel she are rich ?

and i'm poor ?

really unfair !!!

they all already have uniform

just only me not yet

i early than they in wor @.@

haiz ~

this society really is what also $$ 1st

haizz ~~~

now i only realize

teacher say this week learn make up

don't know real or not

hope is real ~~

我错了.

我错了

我开始检讨自己

从我出世到现在

今天11/03/2010

是我最痛苦的一天

 早上10am去搭巴士

在半个钟头内有三辆巴士都不要停给我上

好不容易有巴士了

到了学校

等待的同时发生一些事

我没放在心上

派成绩了

我喜出望外竟然哭了

不是因为很差也不是因为有多少颗A

而是因为我的道德拿B

那是我的目标所以我很开心

我知道我很无聊

为什么要哭呢 ?

我就是喜欢

过后去吃东西

被书本割到手

然后突然接到妈的电话

说老师打电话给她说我还没到

我整个很不爽

我很迟才到美容院

一进去某个同学告诉我 : 哎呀 ~量衣服那个人刚走了

过后老师安排我搽指甲油

我很努力的涂的比上一次好

偏偏老师告诉我 : 很差 不美

过后轮到别的同学涂我的

在这个很无聊的时刻

我的心情是差到快哭了

但是我忍住了虽然还是流了两滴泪

同学告诉我明天全部不会去上课只有两个去

心酸了一下

明天将会只有３个学生包括我

放学等巴士时

又是一个心酸的时刻

脑里太多东西复杂着我了

回到家

告诉她觉得老师为什么要去烦她

她竟然骂回我说我不可以这样说老师

很伤心

到房间去哭

想了想会不会是老师要我快点去让人量衣服呢 ?

心想 : 我错了

过后某人打电话给我

或许吧我说错话了

我把我们之间的感情变得很尴尬了

我后悔了

我明明就知道原因

为什么我还要那样呢?

过不久另个某人打给我

说了很多东西

我又哭了

我很痛苦

我突然发现我成了中间人

两方面的感情令我真的很尴尬

我不知该如何是好

心里再次浮现一句话 : 我错了

真希望明天能够不用去上课

但是没办法

妈是不会给的

虽然我真的很想休息

HAIZ !!!!