Scare

today wif mother go back

Impress Esteem again

ask more thing

haiz ~

i most hope can not need go NS

but

the teacher tell me

they will send letter

but after i finish my course i also mayb need go

i dun wan la

haiz ~

tat suan jor la

money problem come

i sure need borrow money

bcoz i not a rich ppl

they call me borrow money wif PTK

they will give me RM15000

3% per year

but must study all the course

got 1 is need after finish then go out work 1 year half

then only go back again

wtf

when start i edi think dun wan tat

but now if borrow money must need

haiz ~

suan la

take la take la

after tat register tat must need 3 ppl ic

mine

father / mother

qing qi

tat qing qi i find my brother

when register still need give RM200

and need wait 3-4 month only let me know

will borrow me money or not

how come like tat

if i start study edi

then they dun wan borrow money to me

i need how ?!~!!!

wtf

they no think at all

when i wan go in study i need give RM5000 1st

bcoz tat money need give me buy thing to learn

haiz

the last 1 i scare is

i will no heart study in this course

tis course are not easy at all

need to study many thing like wat doctor need to study

need study many thing

cant wrong any step

if me no heart to study edi

i cant take back money at all

tat mean i cant give up at all

I NOT A RICH PPL

i cant like other ppl

can give up then give up

not need care where ur money go

tuesday i will take the all thing need for register go there

and when 初十一 i will start study edi

i need know new ppl again

i need start a course i never know b4

nobody can pei me

every tuesday - saturday

i need myself go and back
i so scare to knew new fren
i no dare
i scare

right now

i really scare until wan cry edi

haiz ~