On friday

I cut my hair

ahhh ~

so regret

T_T

my hair become so short now

however that is myself want cut 1

but I don't know will short like that ='(

I just hope my hair don't too messy only >_<

after hair cut

movie with my dearest

we watch Kungfu Panda 2

It's a funny movie

but in the cinema I cry =X

because I really cant accept that my hair short like

2 years ago geh me T_T

when saturday

I dyed my hair

Black Colour

=)

I'm look like kids now

many people thought that I'm still during secondary school

I told them I'm 19 years old d

they really get a big shock

and started said bull shit reason

to explain why they said I'm still during secondary school

speechless =_=

Back to my college life

I'm damn fucking lazy do those tutorial question

especially that QS

bull shit thing =_=

I need to add more oil on study d =)

520 1314 ♥

Today is a special

20 Of May

in short form

520

means 我爱你

A sweet day =D

On this sweet day

I dating with my dearest

and finally I watched triple F

which mean

Fast & Furious Five

saw many people say that is a awesome movie

but I feel just they rob those money that part awesome only =X

Oh ya

and our ticket is

520 1314 ♥

my dearest chooses it

got abit touch =)

I LOVE YOU !!! ♥

很没心情啊 T_T

明明上厕所时还一直顾着那钱

但是

还是不见了

连怎样不见都不懂 T_T

虽然说不是很多钱

但是我很心痛

那是我妈给我的 =(

我不敢给她知道 =(

上课第3个星期了

还是很陌生

总是努力

但还是没用

唉 ~~~

='(

 是因为我不多话 ?

还是我样子太凶 ?

Happy 3 years and 4 month anniversary for Us ♥

总觉得最近的你对我越来越冷淡

渐渐的你告诉我你喜欢上 X 了

原来最近的冷淡就是因为你喜欢上她

我最怕的事情就这样发生了

你给我看你给她的信息

你对她的告白

我记得你写
我想追求你

很少写华语的你

竟然写了华语信息给她

我想哭

但是我忍住了眼泪

在墙上也是写满着你对她的告白

虽然她有了男朋友

但你还是想追求她

看着那幅墙

眼泪流不出

只感觉到心里的痛

无法形容的痛

渐渐的

眼泪从眼里

滑到了另外一个眼睛

心很痛

无法想象我们3年多的感情

就这样的结束

这才发现

我不能失去你

挣开眼睛

发现

这原来只是个梦

但是这梦实在是太逼真了

逼真得我的心还是很痛

眼泪原来也流了很久

但是我的心情还是停留在那梦里

一直哭

哭个不停

渐渐变得清醒了

但还是很怕这梦会成真

就一直抱着 koko 继续的哭

很想打电话给你

但是我知道

我打给你

你还是会像一只猪似的睡

然而我也不知道该怎么面对你

因为昨晚我等你

等了一个晚上

结果你的答案是什么 ?

你自己知道

早上你却若无其事的

给了我封信息

我并不会回你

因为你根本不知道

你昨晚有多伤我的心

我很讨厌你那借口

我很忙嘛

忙大完啊 ????

忙就可以不用关心我了 ?

忙就可以把我丢在一边 ?
半句慰问都没有
我到底是不是那个你爱的女朋友呢 ?

我为什么会叫你不要继续做下去了 ?

原因很简单

那就是 我希望你能有多点时间陪伴我

然后再找一份时间没那么长的工作

算吧

我说什么都没用

我投诉了那么多次都没用

也不知道是不是你不再像以前那样珍惜我了

昨晚你说要说的东西都没说到

一天拖一天

100年后都讲不完啦

我讨厌冷淡

我喜欢燃烧不完的热情

Yes

Today is TARC orientation day

And

I attended =D

feel regret attended

due to

there are really damnnnnnnnn boring

today so lucky

I met Joeyee

lucky got her

I not need line up also can get the T-shirt & the file xD

feel myself so jin ka

other people line up under the damn hot weather

I goyang kaki at there xD

this year T-shirt nice xia

but I hate orange =_=

and the most glad thing is

this year can get a 4GB pendrive for free =DD

my dearest say that is : jiao pendrive

hahahahahaha ~

sure I know that xD

but I also need it

because my own pendrive keep let my friend borrow go

long long time only will come back on my hand

macam that pendrive not mine =_=

feel dun wan go college start from tomorrow until next week

but

I scare >_<

however I scare I also decide wont go on thursday & friday

I need know the time table as soon as possible laaaaaaaaaaa ~~~

Start from today I'm Tarcian ^_-