Holiday =D

I had started my 1st sem break since yesterday =D

so happy finally sem break

but keep stay at home sleep really so boring and

3 weeks sem break too long for me T_T

father also keep on scold me

due to I keep sleep until so late only wake up ><

feel want to find a part time job

but I never do this before

feel scare T_T

19 years old d

I just had work 1 time only

no dare go ask where got part time job ><

this few day planing be a agent

but but but

so confuse =_=

found a wrong shop

lazy people how do business ?

sigh =(

god bless me found a part time job then I can get MONEY !!!!

$o$

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tomorrow is my birthday

this is the 1st time

I don't have any feeling

1st time I don't expect my birthday at all

why ?

I don't know also

just feel like nothing

just a normal day

every year my birthday I told myself

don't care too much about my birthday

just a normal day

but this year

I was auto din't care about my birthday

What to say ?

5 minutes more is my birthday

Happy Birthday To Myself ♥

Upset.

The feeling just like get hurt from the important person

I like you

but you say regret to be with me

I miss you

but you say you don't even care

you just love the new 1

ya

I cried

why do I cried ?

however sometimes I said don't care about it

in fact

I really care about it damn much

so

should I change your mind ?

should I try my best make your mind turn to

feel glad have me in your life ?

( I never say this is talking about lover )

Moody.

What a moody week

A lot of things happened this few days

tuesday night

argue with my dearest

almost break up

but luckily we still could together back

we broke up half hour ? >_<

that day 4am only fall in sleep

keep on cry and cry and cry

wednesday

woke up went to college

during the way to college

i was had sick

keep on auto smile in the bus =X

because i feel me and my dearest

just only start together

but when i reached college

during the accounting class

i keep on feel want to cry

started still can understand what the tutor teaching

but after discus about those question

I don't even know what he talking about anymore

feel upset

when get back the account paper

more sad ='(

i'm right

i'm the lowest mark in the class

after that was english class

i regret to help ppl

i'm not the best student and i'm not clever at all

why i still go help them ?

haiz

make myself 'fish' only

gave them the wrong answer still thought myself so clever

that time i really hope have a hole can let me hide T^T

yesterday was the most happy day

because met my dearest

2 weeks din't meet up already

miss he so much ❤

movie time

'Rise Of The Planet Of  The Apes'

this movie really so nice !!!!

Apes really so clever

human were fool

at the last it say : Caesar is home

feel touch ><

I cant accept this new lens

too big for me @@

this just 14.5mm

i wondering how those ppl wear until

16-17.5mm

and now

is time to study

if i dun start from now

i really wait die =_=

God bless me please ~~