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18.12.10

Dream ?


I really hope that was just a dream
='( 

I wont forget that day
14/12
my phone
drop into toilet
T_T
I just can scream : SHIT !!!!!!
my phone now really together with shit already
SO SAD !!! 
 my memory card thing
all GONE !!
me and my lover,friends,family
4 years photo
all gone !!

lucky still got a few at web
i din save pic in pc 1
haizzz ~

now suffer want buy what phone

iphone ?
NO MONEY !!
w995 ?
keep give ppl say
old already,no use 1,too expensive
bla bla bla
 BB ?
I hate those phone
Nokia ?
GOODBYE ~

At The End : NO MONEY NO TALK


 

3.12.10


Today Is A Great Day ^_^

Today get off day
hang out with my lover

1st we go 1u
keep think want watch what movie
at the end
we choose
'The Social Network'

regret go choose this movie
==
boring ~
and keep don't know what it talking about
is me stupid ?

after movie still think want second round movie
but we feel hungry already
then we go back to kepong
eat bak kut teh =D

after finish dinner
we go pasar mlm
1st time go pasar mlm with he
hehe ~

After that back home
>~<

A Happy Day
O(∩_∩)O

24.11.10

NOBODY


I'm nobody
Not Need Care Me 1
Right ?

I NOT YOUR FRIEND
RIGHT ????

Alright
Albin Yap You Are Right
What You Told Me Is Right 1
Is Me Stupid Don't Want Hear You
Now I Know Already


良心当狗肺



7.11.10

Work

Start my work had 2 day already
so confuse
due to
my working place =(
not safe ?
dirty ?
it's ok ?
haiz ~

however like that
FRIENDS !!!!
support me ok ??
normal facial RM28 only >~<
but I will call you add some thing
bring RM50 enough already

Now
every morning
my dear ALBIN
fetch me go work
I feel so hang fok

=)

3.11.10

*

1st time with Albin Yap go 1u
I not so happy
due to
this few time we meet
you just keep scold me
is me stupid
or what ?
keep make you want scold me

but I'm angry too
you're dating with me
but you just keep think other thing
I have no idea
izzit I'm dating with my lover ???

I feel so sad you keep scold me
maybe what I think
You don't know
So keep scold me
or is me do wrong thing
but if I'm wrong
can dun like that scold me ?
you can just told me where I'm wrong

Today is a happy day
due to
1st time go out until so late with you
Happy mah ?


19.10.10






Albin Yap ~
We have been together already
2 years and 9 months 
But I feel like we just together a few month only

However we had quarreled before
Angry over each other before
 But we still very sweet
Due to we love each other so much =]

Our 3 years anniversary coming soon
I'm confident that our love can until forever
What do you think ? =)

I ♥ You
Albin Yap

7.10.10

Disappointed

Finally
exam pass already
but I feel so sad
due to
I do wrong so many mistake in this final exam
=(

If my exam can get pass
already thanks god
but also hope don't fail
still need wait 1 and half month only know result
haiz ~

tomorrow is Mini birthday
Happy Birthday To You =D
I hope can celebrate with you
but nobody reply my msg T_T
feel so sad

everytime also like that
I date people
NOBODY will reply
like I not your all friend
feel disappointed
everyday at home
wait and wait and wait
nobody date me
however your all know i had already done my exam
really feel so sad

我给于的鼓励犹如无形
我给于的关心犹如废话
我给于的信息犹如隐形

我犹如无朋也无友

2.10.10

Last


wow
finally
my final exam coming soon
tomorrow i will go melacca again
last time in this year
feel nervous now ~
>.<

today is me last day go school study
but
i sleep late
LOL ~
1st time sleep late until like that >.<

and then still need wait bus go school
but me also feel happy
because if my father fetch me go school
then i cant saw my dear edi
haha ~
>.<
he suddenly up bus really feel surprise
>.<
bus all people see come
aiyo ~
really paiseh
haha ~

♥ You So Much Albin Yap >.<





30.9.10

Keep Your Mouth Shut !!!


HEY !!!
I really cant tahan you already
Keep your mouth shut please
I wont be friend with you at all
Don't think you very close with me
I just hear your sound
I already feel very noisy !!!!

And some people
If you don't want be friend with me anymore
Then just straight delete me in facebook
You don't want to see me
But me too !!!
I very dulan you now !!!
F*ck you !!!
Just keep post those thing show off
Know you got many friend la ~!!
But all not real heart friend only mah

I Don't Need Those Sohai Friend !!!!
SHUT UP !!!!!

11.9.10

=X


Monday night
go melaka
reach melaka hotel
fever already
no study
sleep

tuesday 1st trial exam
very bad
eat few only
night
back kl
still sick

wednesday
whole day at home
so tired

thursday
watch 'PiRANHA' with Albin 
so bad =x

friday & saturday
work
help mother =)
great ~

sunday
at home rest

monday
out with Albin ♥ again
this time is
'Resident Evil'
oh yeah ^_^

my 1 week holiday
so full ~
weeeeeeeeeeee ^_^

tuesday go back academy
need get scold
bcoz exam too bad >.<

god bless me 


30.8.10

若你不知


若我没告诉你
不知你什么时候会发现这部落格呢 ?
因为我这部落格关闭了很多天
你都没问过我

当你说'我爱你'时
你是出自于内心还是习惯呢 ?

当我对你说'我爱你'时
我的心是甜的
我脸上也充满了笑容
我爱你 =)

我哭了
不知你是扮不知还是真的不知道
我也不知你是否知道罕明白
我哭的原因

我很伤心你竟然在我诉苦时
睡着了

也许那是我的错
因为是我不让你睡
因为是我要你听我诉苦
但你是我唯一能够诉苦的人物
你在我心目中占了很大的位子
那么你呢 ?
我想我的位子已经越变越小了吧

你能够在你最得空时
把我抛弃

老公
我不禁想问你
你真的爱我吗 ?
凭你心里最真诚的良心来回答我
而不是习惯性的回答我
如果你真的不再爱我了
那么请你放我走吧
因为我真的很爱你

其实刚才我问了你一个问题
但你却怎么都听不到

你不爱我了吗 ?

我的心是多么的痛当我问这题目时
你却听不到

当时
我多么的想得到你的安慰
但你已很累了
想睡了 
我不阻止
因为是我令你那么累的

以前我总笑别人怎样能够哭足几个小时呢 ?
真愚蠢

结果现在我为了你
我哭了2个小时
我的心很酸

难道这真的是
因为真的爱到了
所以眼泪怎么都无法停止 ?

Dear,对不起 但我爱你



12.8.10

11 0f August


Yesterday
11/8
my birthday
but dunno why
this year I no feeling
however my birthday pass already
I also feel like not my birthday
hehe ~

but this year birthday
I really so happy
due to
1.So many present xD
2.Albin yap celebrate with me
3.My friend & lover together celebrate with me ( that is my hope )
that's why I so happy

11/8
morning go Albin yap home
after that movie time
go back his home eat cake

after that mini come fetch us
go steamboat
weeeeeeeee ~

happy ~

muackzzz ~
thanks ur all ^_^
Happy Birthday To Myself
=D



29.7.10

回忆


很久没用华语写部落格了



看回中学时的部落格
只有两个字可以形容我的心情
怀念

现在的我都没什么写部落格
因为没什么事发生
不像以前的我拥有很多事情可以写
因为我们常常粘在一起
搞笑,玩乐,享受以及很多‘意外’
意外例如:拖把事件,surat berhenti事件
对我来说
我最坏蛋的时刻就是一直翘华语班
搞到校长都在讨论我们这4个不去华语班的学生
还见家长
就因为如此
朋友们总是取笑我
毕业后晚上要来在我出门时
我会说
我不能出叻 ~ 因为我form4的时候没有去华语班然后中警告信 ~
结果现在的我是真的没晚上出门
因此我令朋友们生气了

我很肯定我的性格已经变了
但是我很怀念我以前的性格
从以前到现在都没变过的我
很自卑,很爱说人,很爱要求人
我变了什么我说不出
但我肯定我现在变得很讨人厌

没错 !
大家离开我是我自己的问题
但并不代表别人没错
对不起 ~ 我受环境影响
变得超级敏感
踏入新的生活后
实在发生太多可怕的事情了

现在的我真的真的很想念
中学时的我们
无忧无虑,单纯,时幼稚时成熟,很爱玩,很爱笑得停不下来的我们

究竟有多久没因为一个笑话或玩笑
笑得停不下来
笑得喘不过气
笑得回到家想起也会笑
笑得几年后想回时也还是会笑个不停呢 ?


21.7.10

=)


long time no write blog
hehe

my blog just say change new teacher
now
need change again
#%$^#$
if no teacher need go puchong study
GO BY YOURSELF
wtf !!!!
really damn academy

change topic


all my lovely friend all no 1 par tuo now
all enjoy single life now
 omg !~
they all keep call me
你要继续幸福啊
=.=
i no comment
hahahah ~

我正过着幸福的爱情生活
=)


7.7.10

900 Days ♥


Oh Yeah ~!
Today Me & Albin Yap
Together Already
900 Days

Weeee ~
=D


I  Albin

Only He >.<

Attention !


不明白我的人别乱对我下定论 !!!!
因为你没资格 !!

我不是个什么都生气的人
我只是个什么事都会感到伤心的人
你骂我
讲我
侮辱我
我只会伤心和检讨自己
但有些时候
我并不认同你对我的评语时
我也不会感到生气
我只会怪自己
难道我真的那么难理解吗 ?
然而也感到很伤心

终而言之我是个爱哭宝
也总是想着别人对我的看法
我很注重人家对我的看法
别说我无聊
因为这就是我

我是特别的狮子座
与众不同的狮子座

5.7.10

Nothing


ya ~
nothing
nothing special

boring life

just change new teacher
start feel not good
after that
feel great
but also got some sad

this sunday got dinner
until now i not yet buy dinner clothes
just back from time square with family
all keep cant try
f*ck you !!
waste my time
waste parking feed
haiz ~
sad ~

i feel i getting sick
hope i will be all right
=]






25.6.10

.


I feel so tired for keep think how only got money pay this pay that
I feel so tired keep late sleep & early wake up
The most tired is how to treat YOUR ALL
Haiz ~
 Do this wrong ; do that also wrong
How also get scold
Then how about don't want friend with your all anymore ?
I know so hard
I want say out i hate your all also hard
No more contact
That all
I Don't Mind

That just lie
Haiz ~

I hate my face now
PAIN ~
@.@

11.6.10

Empty


I have change my blogskin
I know
full of strawberry
actually myself not so like strawberry
just feel this skin is nice ~ haha

i saw someone facebook this few day
hmmm ~!!!
just got 1 thing can say
that is :
从前的丑小鸭在化妆的神奇下成了天鹅
but
卸妆后变成鬼
lol ~

I hate somebody deep and deep now
really HATE
but maybe some people hate me too

since I start my beauty course
I change to no crazy like before
I'm become a good girl
1 week out half day
sometime 2 week out half day
why not 1 day ?
I'm impossible out 1 day =]
I just can out from morning until evening only

I tell my friend
all just will say : are you crazy ? IMPOSSIBLE
ya that is possible =]

actually myself not so like hang out too
i don't like night go out too

Friend ?
I just got a few
I have a boyfriend
but me impossible got male friend

am I love my life right now ?
I more love when the moment at SMP
that time I had lover,friends and family
but now
I have miss something

I feel sad
but no use at all
the time is already pass
never come back